The other night I had a nightmare in which I was unable to form an essay and articulate it in class. I was so disappointed in myself and began to blame the teacher for not giving me enough time to put together a well-thoughtout and presentable argument. When I awoke, I realized that I have indeed neglected my dreams of being a creative being and writer.
In particular, I have also neglected this website. I feel guilty for having neglected this website for almost over a year! I came to a crossroads wherein I didn’t know how to continue this website and so, I just kind of stopped.
In 2015, I found myself working for a growing and beautiful Spanish resort company; however as much as I enjoyed the opportunity, I needed to leave the position to focus on my small family. Even during the transition from working and constantly being on the move to becoming (mostly) settled and focusing on home life, I still felt an eagerness to learn, discover and be part of something bigger.
Luckily I had enough inspiration to challenge myself through illustration and have been drawing almost everyday since. I redid my tumblr account and have posted all of my experimental, learning projects at chamomile notes.tumblr.com. Some of the drawings were drawn using Google Images as references or pop culture as inspiration, but all of them are original. If you should view them, please feel free to leave me comments.
As we are moving into 2016, I intend to start writing more and more often, and I would also like to continue illustration. My hope is to be able to keep this website updated more regularly.
On to 2016… *cheers*